Chapter IV
Chapter IV
RENUNCIATON OF SUMEDHA
ne day, he went up to the upper terrace of his mansion and sitting cross-legged in
solitude, he thought:
‚Miserable, is birth in a new existence; so is destruction of the body; miserable,
also it is to die in delusion, oppressed and overpowered by old age.
‚Being subject to birth, old age and sickness, I will seek NibbÈna where old age,
death and fear are extinct.
‚Wonderful it would be, if I could abandon this body of mine without any regard
for it, as it is full of putrid things, such as urine, excreta, pus, blood, the bile,
phlegm, saliva, mucus. etc.
‚Surely there must be a path leading to the peaceful NibbÈna. It cannot be
otherwise. I will seek that good Path to NibbÈna so that I shall be liberated from
the bondage of life.
‚For example, just as when there is misery (
dukkha
), there also in this world,
happiness (
sukha
). Even so, when there is the round of existence which is the
arising of
dukkha,
there should also be NibbÈna which is the cessation of
dukkha
.
‚Again, just as when there is heat, there is cold also. Even so, when there are the
three fires of passion, hate and delusion, there should also be NibbÈna which is the
extinction of these three fires.
‚Again, just as when there is demeritoriousness, there is also meritoriousness; even
so when there is rebirth, there should also be NibbÈna where potential for rebirth is
exhausted.‛
After these thoughts had occurred to him, he went on thinking profoundly.
‚For example, a man, who has fallen into a pit of excreta or who is besmeared with
filth, sees from a distance a clear pond adorned with five kinds of lotus. If, in spite
of seeing it, he does not find out the right way to reach the pond, it is not the fault
of the pond, but of the man himself. In the same way, there exists a big pond of
Deathless NibbÈna where one could wash off one's mental defilements, and if one
does not search for that big pond of NibbÈna, it is not the fault of NibbÈna.
‚Again, if a man is surrounded by enemies and he does not try to flee although
there is an escape route for him, it is not the fault of the route. In the same way, if
a man, who is besieged by enemies in the form of mental defilements, does not
wish to run away although there exists so clearly the big road to the golden city of
NibbÈna where one is safe from enemies in the form of mental defilements, it is
not the fault of that big road.
‚Again, if a man is inflicted with a disease and he does not get it cured although
there is an efficient-doctor, the doctor is not to blame. In the same way, if one is
suffering painfully from diseases of mental defilements and he does not look for a
master for their cure though there exists one who is skilled in removing these
mental defilements, the master is not to blame.‛
After thinking thus, he contemplated further to be rid of his body:
‚Just as a man, who is burdened with the dead body of an animal which hung
round his neck, would get rid of the loathsome carcass and freely and happily go
about wherever he likes, even so, I too will go to the city of NibbÈna, abandoning
this putrid body of mine which is but a collection of various worms and foul
things.
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