Chapter 43
other MahÈtheras, he went to the Buddha's monastery, sat at the edge of the audience and
while listening to the His sermon, he saw a
bhikkhu
being honoured by Him as the
foremost (
etadagga
) among the
bhikkhus
who were devoted to Him. He felt a keen desire
to be honoured likewise by some future Buddhas. As was with other aspirants, he invited
the Buddha to his home and made great offerings for seven days. Thereafter, he expressed
his wish before the Buddha: ‚For this good deed, may I, Venerable Sir, be declared by
some future Buddha as the foremost among the
bhikkhus
who is very devoted to the
Buddha.‛ The Buddha saw that the aspiration of the clansman would be fulfilled and
assured him of it, after which, He returned to the monastery.
(b) Ascetic Life adopted in His Final Existence
The worthy man devoted himself to deeds of merit till his death. When he passed away
from that existence, he was reborn only in the fortunate destinations, and during the time of
Buddha Gotama, he was reborn in a brahmin family in SÈvatthi. He was named by his
parents Vakkali.
When he grew up, he was educated in the three Vedas. One day, he saw the Buddha,
accompanied by many
bhikkhus
, going (on the alms-round) in the city of SÈvatthi. He was
captivated by the majesty of the Buddha's physical appearance so much so that he followed
the Buddha's route and entered the Buddha's monastery along with the line of
bhikkhus
.
There he kept gazing at the splendour of the Buddha. At the time of the Buddha's
delivering the sermon, he sat right in front of the Buddha.
Vakkali's devotion became so deep that he could not stay away from the presence of the
Buddha for any length of time. He, therefore, decided that he would not remain in
household life because as a householder he would not be able to see the Buddha all day
long but as a
bhikkhu
he could get that opportunity. So he went to the Buddha and pleaded
with Him that he be admitted into the Order. He was then admitted.
As a
bhikkhu
, Venerable Vakkali never missed a chance of looking at the Buddha except
at the meal time. He did nothing in the conduct of a
bhikkhu
either in learning or in
meditation, but spent all of his time gazing at the Buddha. The Buddha knew that the time
for Vakkali's enlightenment was not due and therefore did not say anything about his
negligence of duty. When the right time was due, the Buddha said to Venerable Vakkali:
‚Vakkali, what is the use of your gazing at this putrid body of Mine? Vakkali, he
who sees the Dhamma, indeed sees Me. He who sees Me, sees the Dhamma.
Vakkali, only one who looks at the Dhamma, actually looks at Me. He that really
wishes to look at Me, must be one who looks at the Dhamma.‛
Although the Buddha exhorted Venerable Vakkali with these words, Vakkali could not
tear himself away from the Buddha. The Buddha saw that the
bhikkhu
needed to be
emotionally awakened for enlightenment. So, on the eve of the
vassa
period, the Buddha
went to RÈjagaha and there he said to the Vakkali on the day the
vassa
began: ‚Vakkali, go
away! Leave my presence!‛
It is impossible to disobey an order given by the Buddha. Vakkali had to obey for (at
least) three months during the
vassa
period. There was nothing he could do about it. He felt
desperate and forlorn. ‚Better die than be denied the presence of the Buddha‛ thus he
pondered and left for the Gijjhak|Ôa mountain which had steep cliffs.
The Buddha saw in His mind the despondency that had overtaken Venerable Vakkali.
‚Without getting mental succour from Me, Bhikkhu Vakkali would have wasted his great
merit which is now sufficient for him to gain enlightenment,‛ thought the Buddha.
Accordingly, He emitted the Buddha rays towards Vakkali so that he could see His person.
That vision brought immediate relief to Venerable Vakkali's burning heart, as though the
dart of sorrow that had pierced it, had suddenly been removed.
Then to fill Vakkali's heart with delightful satisfaction and gladness, the Buddha uttered
the following stanza;