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IV: The Renunciaton of Sumedha
Sumedha’s Reflection
One day
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he went up to the upper terrace of his mansion and sitting cross-
legged in solitude, he thought (Bv 2.7-27):
“Miserable, is birth in a new existence; so is destruction of the body;
miserable, also it is to die in delusion, oppressed and overpowered by old
age. Being subject to birth, old age and sickness, I will seek Nibbāna
where old age, death and fear are extinct.
Wonderful it would be, if I could abandon this body of mine without any
regard for it, as it is full of putrid things, such as urine, excreta, pus, blood,
bile, phlegm, saliva, mucus, etc.
Surely there must be a path leading to the peaceful Nibbāna. It cannot be
otherwise. I will seek that good path to Nibbāna so that I shall be liberated
from the bondage of life.
For example, just as when there is suffering (
dukkha
), there is also in this
world, happiness (
sukha
); even so, when there is the round of existences
which is the arising of suffering, there should also be Nibbāna, which is
the cessation of suffering.
Just as when there is heat, there is cold also; even so, when there are the
three fires of passion, hate and delusion, there should also be Nibbāna,
which is the extinction of these three fires.
Again, just as when there is demeritoriousness, there is also
meritoriousness; even so when there is rebirth, there should also be
Nibbāna where potential for rebirth is exhausted.”
After these thoughts had occurred to him, he went on thinking profoundly:
“For example, a man, who has fallen into a pit of excreta or who is
besmeared with filth, sees from a distance a clear pond adorned with the
five kinds of lotus. If, in spite of seeing it, he does not find out the right
way to reach the pond, it is not the fault of the pond, but of the man
himself.