12: Yasa, his Family and Friends – 496
When Yasa woke up from his sleep before others, he saw his retinue of dancers
fast asleep most abominably, as if in a graveyard, some hugging the harps, some
with drums slung over their shoulders, some embracing the drums, some with
their hair dishevelled, some with saliva trickling out from their mouths and the
rest mumbling deliriously. On seeing them, the dangerous nature (
ādīnava
) of
sensual pleasures (
kāma-guṇa
) became apparent to him. Thus, he felt
increasingly repulsed by such pleasures.
Thereupon, being very much overcome with a feeling of spiritual urgency
(
saṁvega
), he breathed forth all by himself the exalted utterance (
udāna
) thus:
Upaddutaṁ vata bho! Upassatthaṁ vata bho!
“All kinds of defilements (
kilesa
)
are hurting and oppressing the wretched body, this large source of suffering
(
dukkha
) for all, including myself. All kinds of defilements are tormenting and
oppressing the wretched body, this large source of suffering for all, including
myself!”
Yasa, being tired of his own experience with sensual objects, rose from his
sleeping couch without letting anyone know, put on his golden footwear and left
his residence. On reaching the door of the house, he quite easily took his
departure from the house as Devas had kept the door open in advance, thinking:
“Let no one obstruct Yasa’s way to monkhood.” In the same manner, the
guardian Devas of the town had kept the town-gate open, so that Yasa could
quite easily leave the town without any trouble or hindrance and proceed on his
journey and eventually arrive early at the Deer Park near Bārāṇasī. Yasa,
approaching from a distance, left the walk and sat in the place suitably prepared
for the Buddha. Thereupon, on getting close to the Buddha, Yasa again breathed
forth the very words of the urgent and exalted utterance (
saṁvega-udāna
) he
had uttered before.
Thereupon, the Buddha addressed him with words of welcome and of
encouragement
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thus: “My dear son Yasa, this Dhamma concerning
Nibbāna, which I already know is the Dhamma which is not tormented and
oppressed by any kind of defilements (
kilesa
). My dear son Yasa, come! Sit here.
I will teach you the Good Dhamma leading to Nibbāna.” Thereupon, Yasa was
pleased and delighted that: “This Dhamma of Nibbāna, realised by the Buddha,
is the Dhamma free of torment and oppression from any kind of defilements
(
kilesa
).” So, taking off his golden footwear from his feet, he approached the
Buddha respectfully, made obeisance and took his seat at an appropriate place.