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the ascetic Upaka replied: “I am not skilled in anything. Nevertheless, I will
carry the carcass obtained by you. I will
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also sell its meat.”
Saying: “We also like the idea of you carrying and selling meat,” the hunter
gave him an outer garment and let him change into a layman’s clothings and,
bringing him home, he gave his daughter Cāpā in marriage to Upaka. The son
born of the union of Upaka and Cāpā as husband and wife was given the name
of Subhadda. When the child cried, Cāpā used to nag, taunt and ridicule Upaka
by singing this lullaby
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to hurt and disparage him indirectly:
Son of a meat vendor, ascetic and ex-monk! That son of a foolish ex-monk,
a hunter’s hanger-on, fell in love with me. Mother is coaxing you to sleep,
stop crying! I wish you would sleep. In a cradle finished with emerald and
diamond, sleep, my son of pure gold. Mother will sing and rock the cradle
to lull you to sleep. Stop crying! Gold nugget! I wish you to sleep. Your
father, last in the file of men! His way avoid; in future for liberation
strive. Mother is advising you, my pretty son, my garland of gold!
Thereupon, Upaka said: “Wife, do you think of me as one who has nobody to
turn to for help and refuge? I have a very good friend by the name of Ananta
Jina. I will go to that good friend Ananta Jina.” Realising “This Upaka is
unbearably hurt if I taunt and insult him in this way,” Cāpā would sing the
lullaby again and again. One day, Upaka departed for the Middle Country
(
Majjhima-desa
) without informing Cāpā.
At that time, the Buddha happened to be dwelling in Jetavana monastery in
Sāvatthī; and he had earlier given word in advance to the monks: “Ascetics, if
someone comes and enquires after Ananta Jina, point him out to me.” Upaka
enquired from every one he met all along the way: “Where is Ananta Jina
staying?” and in due course he reached Sāvatthī; and, standing in the centre of
Jetavana monastery, he asked the ascetics: “Venerable Sirs! Where is Ananta
Jina staying?” The ascetics took him to the presence of the Buddha. On seeing
the Buddha, Upaka immediately addressed him: “Exalted Buddha! Do you still
remember and know me, your disciple?” When the Buddha said: “Yes, Upaka, I
do. Where are you living at present?” Upaka replied: “Exalted Buddha! I am
living in Vaṅkahāra.” Thereupon, the Buddha asked him: “Upaka, you are
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Lullaby: This was written by Manli Sayadaw who is famous for his works in verse.