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7: The Attainment of Buddhahood
Changing the Mode of Practice
After the Bodhisatta had completed the austere striving (
dukkara-cariyā
) for six
years, it was about the first waxing of May (
Vesākha
) following the month of
April (
Citta
) of the year 528
BCE
, that it occurred to him thus: “The ascetics
(
samaṇa
) and Brahmins of the past, the future and the present in their practice
of austerities, could have gone through only this much of pain and hardship at
the most; they could not have gone through more hardship than what I am now
enduring. What hardship I have endured will not be less, but may even be more
than the pain and suffering undergone by the ascetics and Brahmins of the past,
the future and the present. I have striven and practised the austerities
strenuously for six long years. Although I have exerted so strenuously in this
manner, I have not attained omniscience (
sabbaññutā-ñāṇa
) and I have not
become a Buddha. There may, perhaps, be another mode of practice, another
path, to attain omniscience and to become a Buddha.”
Reflecting thus, he came to perceive that he had developed and entered upon the
first absorption on breathing (
ānāpāna-jhāna
) while sitting under the shade of
the rose-apple tree, at the time of the auspicious ploughing ceremony performed
by his father King Suddhodana. He recognised then that the practice of the first
absorption on breathing must certainly be the true path, the correct mode of
practice for the attainment of omniscience, and to become a Buddha. He further
reflected: “Why should I be afraid of the absorption bliss realizable from the
meditation on the breath. It is the bliss that arises purely from renunciation
(
nekkhamma
) and it is entirely detached from the desire for material objects and
sensual pleasures. I am certainly not afraid of the absorption bliss of the
meditation on the breath.”
Then again he continued to reflect: “I may not be able to exert and develop the
said meditation on the breath with this body of mine which is so much exhausted
and withered. It will be well if I take some solid, coarse food such as boiled rice
to resuscitate and refresh this emaciated body before I endeavour to attain the
said absorption through meditation on the breath.”
Having considered thus, the Bodhisatta took the alms bowl which he had laid
aside, went round the market town of Senāgāma for alms food and sustained his
withered, emaciated body with whatever food he received on his alms round.