II: The Rare Appearance of a Buddha – 33
While contemplating thus, the Bodhisatta rightly discerns that forbearance
(
khanti
) is the only means to set beings free from the bondage of existence. He
does not show even the slightest anger to beings who have outraged him by
cutting off his limbs, etc. He thinks to himself: “As the result of demeritorious
deeds done in my past existences, I deserve this suffering now. Since I, myself,
have done wrong previously, I deserve this suffering. I am the one who has
started the wrongdoing.” Thus, he takes the offence of others upon himself.
It further occurs to him thus: “Only with forbearance will I be able to save them.
If I do wrong to the wrongdoer, I will become like him, I will not be different
from him. How then can I liberate them from the woes of the cycle of births? I
can never do so.
The above exposition of the moral qualities of a Bodhisatta is drawn from
the Explanation of the Requisites for Awakening (
Bodhi-sambhāra-
vaṇṇanā
) of the sub-commentary on the Ornaments of the Victor
(
Jinālaṅkāra
).
Therefore, resting on the strength of forbearance, which is the basis of all
strengths, and taking their misdeeds upon myself, I will forbear; and with
loving-kindness and compassion as guides, I will fulfil the perfections. Only by
so doing will I attain omniscient Buddhahood. Only by having attained
omniscient Buddhahood will I be able to save all beings from suffering that
arises owing to a cause.” He thus sees the situation correctly, as it is.
Having observed in this way, the Bodhisatta fulfils his perfections in a unique
manner: The perfections being ten ordinary ones, ten superior ones and ten most
superior ones, 30 in all, are known as the requisites of Awakening (
Bodhi-
sambhāra
). The fulfilment of the perfections takes place in the above-mentioned
four ways of development.
Before he attains the complete fulfilment of the perfections, as in the existence
of Vessantara (Ja 547), while still fulfilling the perfections, sacrificing life and
limb in generosity and developing practices in a unique manner, a Bodhisatta
may be reborn frequently as a divine being of long life in consequence of his
great meritorious deeds. But he chooses to cut short his long life in that divine
world by means of intentional death (
adhimutti-maraṇa
)
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because it is difficult
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See the Further Explanations.