6: The Practice of Austere Striving – 328
So, grinding his teeth and clicking his tongue, he suppressed unwholesome
consciousness with wholesome consciousness. He did not let it arise but
eradicated it. He removed it from his person by means of the fire of energy.
Thereupon, sweat poured out from his armpits like the pouring down of sweat
from the armpits of a feeble man when a man of strength held him by the head
or the shoulders and pressed him down. At that moment, the Bodhisatta’s effort
was very vigorous – it was not slackened at all. His mindfulness was extremely
distinct and steadfast; never did he lose his awareness. But his painful effort
battered, as it were, the whole of his body, which was heated all
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over and
knew no relief. Although he was in such a miserable plight, his willingness to
pursue the struggle remained unflinching.
Then it occurred to the Bodhisatta: “It would be good if I were to develop
absorption on non-breathing (
appānaka-jhāna
) by restraint of out-breathing and
in-breathing.” So, with unrelenting effort, he restrained exhalation and
inhalation through his mouth and his nose so that the air could not go out or
come in. Then the air accumulated and escaped through his ears, through his
mouth and his nose. The sound produced by the wind escaping was forceful like
that from the bellows of a blacksmith. At that moment, the Bodhisatta’s effort
was very vigorous. It was not slackened at all. His mindfulness was extremely
distinct and steadfast. Never did he lose his awareness. But his painful effort
battered, as it were, the whole of his body, which was heated all over and knew
no relief. Although he was in such a miserable plight, his willingness to pursue
the struggle remained unflinching.
Then it occurred to the Bodhisatta: “It would be good if I were to develop the
absorption on non-breathing (
appānaka-jhāna
) again.” So with unrelenting
effort, he restrained exhalation and inhalation through his mouth, his nose and
his ears. Then, having no chance to escape through his mouth, his nose and his
ears, the wind rushed up to his head, battering and piercing it. It was as if a man
of strength was churning his head with a sharp and pointed drill. Even at that
time, his energy was as vigorous as before, it was not slackened at all. His
mindfulness also was still very distinct and steadfast. Never did he lose his
awareness. But his painful effort battered, as it were, the whole of his body,
which was heated all over and knew no relief. Although he was in such a
miserable plight, his willingness to pursue the struggle remained unflinching.