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a mixture of coarse and fine foods in assorted colours. As he was about to put
the morsel into his mouth, he felt miserable and almost vomited with his
intestines turning upside down, for he had never seen such kinds of food in his
life and found it particularly disgusting.
Then he admonished himself by saying: “You, Siddhattha, in spite of the fact
that you have been reigning supreme in a palace where food and drinks are
available at your pleasure and where you have meals of three-year-old seasoned
fragrant rice with different delicacies whenever you like, you, on seeing a
recluse in rag robes contemplated: ‘When shall I eat the meals obtained by going
on alms round from house to house after becoming a recluse like him? When
will the time come for me to live on meals thus collected?’ and have you not
renounced the world and become a recluse with such thoughts? Now that your
dream has come true, why do you change your mind?” Then without the
slightest revulsion, he took the meal that was so rough and coarse.
The three ministers, sent by King Bimbisāra to investigate, approached the
Bodhisatta and explored all the facts concerning him. Then two of the three
stayed behind while the third returned to the king and reported: “Great King,
that recluse who had gathered alms food is still sitting peacefully at the entrance
of the cave, facing east, on top of mount Paṇḍava absolutely without fear like a
lion king, or a tiger king or a bull king, after eating, in a normal manner, the
meal that he had obtained.” Thereupon, King Bimbisāra made haste and went in
an excellent chariot to the Bodhisatta’s place on Mount Paṇḍava, as far as the
chariot could go; and then leaving the chariot, he continued his journey on foot.
When he got near the Bodhisatta, with permission he sat down on the cold stone
slab and being very much impressed with the Bodhisatta’s deportment, he gladly
conversed with him. He said: “Friend, you are still young and tender in age. You
are also endowed with a handsome physique and characteristics. I think that you
are of good birth belonging to a pure ruling class. I offer you as much royal
pleasure and wealth as you want in these two countries of Aṅga and Magadha
which are under my rule. Be a king and reign! Please also tell me your lineage.”
Thus the king asked about the Bodhisatta and offered kingship to him.
Then the Bodhisatta considered: “If I had the desire to be a king, such a Deva
king as the Four Great Kings of the celestial world and others would have
offered me their respective regal fortunes. Or, if I remained living a kingly life
in my palace, it would have been certain that I would become a Universal