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upassaṭṭhaṁ vata bho
), and he became inclined to renounce the world and
become a recluse.
Thinking to himself: “It is time for me, even today, to go forth from the
household life,” the prince rose from the royal couch, approached the door and
asked: “Who is here?” The charioteer Channa, who was sleeping with his head
resting on the threshold of the door, replied: “Your majesty, I am, it is Channa.”
The prince commanded him, saying: “I wish to renounce the world today,
without letting anyone know. Go now quickly and saddle a thoroughbred Sindh
horse which possesses great speed.” The charioteer Channa gave his assent,
saying: “Very well, your majesty,” and carrying with him the necessary
equipment for saddling the horse, he went to the royal stable. In the brilliant
illumination of the fragrant oil lamps, he saw the royal steed Kanthaka, a victor
over all foes, standing on the delightful ground of the stable under a canopy
decked with jasmine flowers. Thinking: “I should prepare this auspicious steed
Kanthaka for the prince to go forth tonight,” he proceeded to saddle Kanthaka
with the complete equipment.
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While he was being saddled thus, Kanthaka came to realise: “I am being saddled
rather tightly this time. On previous occasions, when going out to the royal
garden, saddling was done differently. No doubt, the prince is going forth
tonight riding on me to become a recluse.” Being greatly overjoyed, he neighed
vehemently. The neighing of Kanthaka in his fit of great delight could have
reverberated throughout the whole of Kapilavatthu but the Devas let nobody
hear the neighing sound.
While his coeval mate, the charioteer Channa, was thus gone to prepare and
fetch the royal steed Kanthaka, the prince, with intent to have a look at the
royal baby before renunciation, went to the royal chamber of Rāhula’s mother,
Princess Yasodharā, and opened the door of the chamber. At that time, the
chamber was brilliantly lit with scented oil lamps; and Rāhula’s mother, Princess
Yasodharā, was lying asleep on the bed strewn with jasmine flowers, with her
hand resting on the head of her baby.
The prince stood at the door sill and, while looking, reflected: “If I remove the
queen’s hand and nestle my son in my arms, I will surely awaken the queen. If
the queen wakes up, that will endanger my plan of renunciation which I am set
on. So be it for now, I will not see him yet. Only after I have become a Buddha,
will I come back and see my son.” Having contemplated thus, he descended from