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they too fell asleep with their musical instruments pressed around and
underneath them. The fragrant oil lamps kept alight inside the golden palace
continued to illuminate the scene brilliantly.
The Resolve of the Prince
On waking up, the prince sat cross-legged on the couch and looked around. He
saw the dancing girls asleep, some with their musical instruments pressed
around and underneath them, and with saliva flowing out from their mouths,
soiling their cheeks and bodies, some grinding their teeth, some snoring, some
jabbering, some with their mouths open, some with no clothes on but with bodies
bare, some with their hair loose and in confusion, they looked like a heap of
loathsome dead bodies in a cemetery. Seeing the said detestable changes and
transformations in the dancing girls, the prince became all the more detached
from objects of sensual pleasures.
[A section here on the frightful nature of sensual desires has been moved
to the Further Explanations.]
This royal palace of pomp and grandeur comparable to Vejayanta Palace, the
residence of Sakka, is indeed like a cemetery where the dead are disposed of.
The three planes of existences, namely, the sensual realm (
kāmāvacara
), the
form realms (
rūpāvacara
) and the formless realms (
arūpāvacara
), are indeed
like a big house burning in deep red, blazing flames. These sentient beings,
humans, Devas and Brahmas, are bound to take conception, to grow old, to
become sick and then to die; after death, they have to take conception again;
then, to grow old, to become sick and to die again. Subjected to the repeated
process of taking conception, growing old, becoming sick and dying, they
undergo great suffering. And yet, they do not know the way to escape from birth,
ageing, sickness and death. When will they know it?
Thus contemplating and realising the frightfulness of birth, old age, sickness and
death, and the fact that the objects of, and desire for, sensual pleasures as well as
the three realms of existences of the sensual realm, the form realms and the
formless realms are less of happiness and pleasure, and more of pain, suffering
and defects, he became entirely divested of delight in and attachment for the
five objects of sensual pleasure, the prince then expressed his intense feeling by
uttering: “How distressing it is! How oppressive it is!” (
Upaddutaṁ vata bho,