2: The Bodhisatta’s Youth – 298
Hearing the joyful utterance by the Sakyan Princess Kisā Gotamī, the prince
reflected: “This cousin-sister of mine, the Sakyan Princess Kisā Gotamī, has
made the joyful utterance that the sight of such an individual (
atta-bhāva
) will
give delight and serenity to the mother, the father and the wife. Now, what is
that which, when extinguished, will bring true peace of mind?” It then occurred
to the prince, whose mind was already detached from defilements (
kilesa
), thus:
“There is true peace only when the fire of passion (
rāga
) is extinguished; there is
true peace only when the fire of hatred (
dosa
) is extinguished; there is true
peace only when the fire of delusion (
moha
) is extinguished; there is true peace
only when the heat of defilements, such as conceit (
māna
), wrong views (
diṭṭhi
),
etc., subside. This Princess Kisā Gotamī has spoken pleasant words about the
element of peace. And, I am one who is searching for Nibbāna, the Ultimate
Reality, which is the true extinction of all suffering. Even as of today, I should
renounce the world by going forth and become a recluse in the forest, to seek
Nibbāna.”
With this thought of renunciation occurring to him, the prince, saying: “Let this
pearl necklace be the teacher’s fee for the Princess Kisā Gotamī for reminding
me to go in search of the element of extinction (
nibbuta
),” and he took off the
pearl necklace, which was worth 100,000 from his neck and had it sent to Kisā
Gotamī. The Princess was overjoyed with the thought: “This cousin of mine,
Prince Siddhattha, has sent me the present because his mind is inclined towards
me.”
The prince ascended the residential palace, which was dignified, elegant,
marvellous encouraging delight in living, and reclined on the royal couch. The
moment he reclined thus, all the female palace attendants and dancing girls who
possessed a celestial beauty of form and complexion and who were adept in the
art of singing, dancing and making music, gathered round him with five kinds
of musical instruments in their hands and started playing them, dancing and
singing so he could enjoy the five kinds of sensual pleasure. But being disgusted
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with and wearied of activities which would kindle the fire of the
defilements, he found no pleasure in such entertainments and fell asleep in a
moment.
As the prince had fallen asleep instantly, the female palace attendants and
dancing girls thought to themselves thus: “We dance, sing and play music for the
prince but he has fallen asleep. Why should we now exhaust ourselves?” and