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The prince, who had never before seen a sick man or even heard of a “sick man”
asked the charioteer again: “Charioteer, I have never come across such a person,
who sits up and lies down only with the help of others, who sleeps mired in his
own filth and keeps on shrieking unbearably. What is meant by a sick man?
Explain the nature of this sick man to me.” The charioteer replied: “Your
majesty, a sick man is one who knows not whether he will or will not recover
from the illness afflicting him now.”
He then asked: “Charioteer, how is it? Am I also subject to illness? Am I also one
who cannot avoid the nature of sickness?” When the charioteer replied: “Your
majesty,
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all of us, including you as well as I, are subject to illness. There is
no one who can avoid the nature of sickness.” The prince said: “Charioteer, if all
human beings, each and every one of them, including me, cannot avoid the
nature of ailments, we shall go no more to the royal garden and enjoy the
pleasures therein. Turn back now, from this place where the sick man is seen
and drive me back to the palace.” – “Very well, your majesty,” replied the
charioteer who, instead of proceeding to the royal garden, turned the chariot
around at the very place where the sick man was seen and drove it back to the
golden palace.
As has been said above, although the charioteer merely explained the painful,
unbearable, oppressive worldly nature of illness (
vyādhi
), as far as he understood
it, the prince, like the lion king and befitting one who desires to become a
Buddha, knew distinctly on reflection that birth was the prime cause of illness,
and of old age. Back at the golden palace, he reflected with penetrative urgency:
“Oh, birth is detestable indeed! To whoever birth has become evident, to him old
age is bound to become evident; illness is bound to become evident.” Having
reflected thus, he became cheerless and morose; he remained gloomy and
dejected.
King Suddhodana
sent for the charioteer and questioned him as before. When
the charioteer replied: “Your majesty, your son came back in a hurry because he
had seen a sick man,” King Suddhodana
thought to himself as before and
ordered a further increase of guards to be placed every three miles in the four
directions. He also arranged to appoint more palace attendants and dancing girls.