Miscellaneous Topics – 2446
(
domanassa
), by way of a figure of speech because the meditation as
preliminary steps in the course of his path of practice are to him something he
does not want. If, in spite of the disappointment, he perseveres and ultimately
attains the paths and fruitions, the supermundane Dhamma that he realizes is
also called disagreeable in a figurative sense since it is the outcome of, or is
caused by, the disagreeable sensation.
The yogi or meditator regarding his own thoughts associated with the initial
application of the mind and sustained application of the mind which cause
unpleasant sensation, or regarding his own thoughts which are not associated
with initial application of the mind or sustained application of the mind which
causes his unpleasant sensation as unpleasant sensation itself, associated with or
dissociated with, initial application of the mind, as the case may be, then reflects:
“Oh, how long will it be before I can successfully gain insight into unpleasant
sensation which arises together with initial application of the mind
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and
sustained application of the mind?” or “How long will it be before I can
successfully gain insight into unpleasant sensation which arises without initial
application of the mind and sustained application of the mind?”
Furthermore, he considers the fruition-knowledge that is caused by unpleasant
sensation associated with, or arising together with, initial application of the
mind and sustained application of the mind, as attainment of fruition (
phala-
samāpatti
), through unpleasant sensation associated with initial application of
the mind and sustained application of the mind; and the fruition-knowledge,
that is caused by unpleasant sensation not associated with initial application of
the mind and sustained application of the mind, as attainment of fruition
through unpleasant sensation which is not associated with initial application of
the mind and sustained application of the mind. Thinking thus, he reflects:
“How long will it be before I can attain fruition which is caused by unpleasant
sensation associated with initial application of the mind and sustained
application of the mind? Or, fruition which is caused by unpleasant sensation
not associated with initial application of the mind and sustained application of
the mind?” He then enters upon a series of rigorous practices extending from
three months to six months, and then to nine months.
First of all, he commits himself to a three-month training schedule. During the
first month, he allows himself to sleep two out of the three watches of a night,
meditating during one watch of the night. In the middle period; the second