The Life Stories of the Monks – 1909
follows: “Master, in the past, I was a wicked merchant of Bhārukaccha, earning
my living by deceiving others. Besides, I abused monks who came for alms and
said to them: ‘Eat your own flesh!’ As a result of these evil deeds, I am now
undergoing the kinds of suffering you are now witnessing.” On hearing the
incident, Soṇa was shaken a great deal.
Thenceforth, he continued his journey and came across two ghost (
peta
) boys,
from whose mouth black blood was trickling. So he asked about them, as he had
done before. To Soṇa, the young ghosts then related their evil deed done in the
past: As humans they traded in perfumes to earn their living as youngsters, and
while doing so, their mother invited and offered meals to certain Arahats. On
coming home, they abused and cursed her: “Mother,
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why did you give
our things to the monks? May bubbles of black blood ooze from the mouths of
those who consumed the food given by our mother!” On account of their evil
deed, they suffered in hell and as a residual result of that very evil deed they
were reborn in the world of ghosts (
peta
), suffering in that manner when they
were encountered by Soṇa. On hearing their story too, Soṇa was very shaken. In
fact, the effect was even greater than on the previous occasion.
The stories of his spiritual urgency (
saṁvega
) are told in the Exalted Utterances
(
Udāna
)
commentary and the Vinaya sub-commentary the Light on the Essence
of Meaning (
Sārattha-dīpanī
).
Soṇa arrived in Ujjenī and returned to Kuraraghara after going about his
business. He then approached Ven. Mahā Kaccāyana and told him what he had
seen. Ven. Mahā Kaccāyana gave Soṇa a religious talk on the disadvantages of
birth in the cycles of Saṁsāra and its round of suffering, as well as on the
advantages of not becoming, and the discontinuation of birth in these cycles of
Saṁsāra and its round of suffering. Having paid his respects to Ven. Mahā
Kaccāyana, Soṇa went home. He had his evening meal, and fell asleep for a
while. Later, he woke up and began to reflect on the discourse given earlier by
Ven. Mahā Kaccāyana. This reflection and his recollection of the states of the
ghosts (
peta
) whom he had met made him feel a great fear of Saṁsāra and its
suffering cycles. Thus, he was very much inclined to become a monastic.
At daybreak, he washed himself and went to Ven. Mahā Kaccāyana and
reported to him what he thought: “Venerable sir, when I reflected in various
ways on the discourse you gave, I found that it was not easy to undertake this