The Life Stories of the Monks – 1783
Thereafter, Kolita said to his friend Upatissa: “Friend Upatissa, you show no
satisfaction as on the other days. What are you thinking about, friend?” Upatissa
replied: “Friend Kolita, I found nothing worthy in watching the show.
Enjoyment of the festivity is useless; it is empty. I was, therefore, sitting with the
thought that I ought to seek something for myself that would lead to liberation
from Saṁsāra.” Having said this, he asked: “Friend Kolita, why are you also
wearing a long face and looking displeased?” Kolita’s answer was the same as
Upatissa’s. Knowing that his friend was contemplating the same thing, Upatissa
consulted, saying: “Our common idea, dear Kolita, is something well conceived.
Those who seek release from Saṁsāra should adopt an ascetic life. Under whom
shall we become ascetics?”
At that time, the great wandering ascetic, Sañjaya, the leader of a religious sect,
was staying in Rājagaha with a large gathering of pupils. The two friends agreed
to become ascetics in the presence of Sañjaya, each with his 500 attendants.
Since the time of the two friends’ association with him, Sañjaya attained the
height of his possession of retinue and fame.
Within two or three days, the two wanderers, Upatissa and Kolita, became well-
educated in all the doctrines of the teacher Sañjaya and they asked: “Teacher, is
that all that you have mastered? Or, is there still some more that we have to
learn?” – “That is all I have mastered,” replied Sañjaya, “you have learned all of
my doctrines.”
The two friends then discussed between them: “In that case, it is useless to
remain observing celibacy (
brahma-cariyā
) under this teacher, Sañjaya. We
have come from the life of householders in quest of release from Saṁsāra.
Never shall we be able to achieve that release in his presence. Jambudīpa is vast,
if we wander about villages, towns and royal cities and search, certainly we shall
find some teacher who will give us the means leading to liberation.”
From that time onwards, they visited various places, which they learned were
the resort of learned monks and Brahmins and had doctrinal dialogues and
discussions. There were, however, no monks and Brahmins who were really
learned and able to answer the questions raised by the two wandering friends. In
fact, it was the two friends who had to solve the problems put forth by the so-
called learned sages. Having failed to find someone whom they should regard as
their teacher, though they had roamed about all over Jambudīpa
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