40c: The Last Days 3, In Malla – 1606
As for the younger brother, as the result of making late offerings, the thought of
seeing the Buddha came to his mind only at the last hour.
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When the time to
reap the fruit of his previous merit arrived at last, Subhadda remembered the
Buddha. He lost no time to go to the Sāla grove. He approached Ven. Ānanda
and said: “Ven. Ānanda, I have heard from elderly wandering ascetics, who are
teachers, teachers of teachers, that the Arahat, Perfectly Self-Awakened
Realised Ones arise in the world only once in a very long time. Tonight, in the
last watch of the night, the Parinibbāna of the ascetic Gotama will take place. A
certain problem, an uncertainty has arisen in my mind, and I am fully confident
that the ascetic Gotama will be able to teach the doctrine to me so that this
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uncertainty is cleared. Ven. Ānanda, pray let me have the chance of seeing the
ascetic Gotama!”
Thereupon, Ven. Ānanda reflected thus: “These ascetics, who believe in
doctrines other than the Fortunate One’s teaching, cling to their own views. If
the Fortunate One were to explain to this Subhadda at much length to make him
forsake his own view, it would only strain the bodily and vocal energies of the
Fortunate One, and Subhadda is not likely to renounce his own view. As it is, the
Fortunate One is already weary.” So he said: “Friend Subhadda, this is out of the
question. The Fortunate One is weary. Do not pester or trouble him.”
On that reply, Subhadda, the wandering ascetic, bethought himself: “Ven.
Ānanda is withholding his assent. But one must be patient to get what one wants.”
And so he said for the second time: “Ven. Ānanda …” Ven. Ānanda refused
again. For the third time Subhadda made his appeal as before. And for the third
time Ven. Ānanda refused again.
The Buddha overheard the conversation between the wanderer Subhadda and
Ven. Ānanda. Since he had made this exhausting journey to Kusinārā for the
sake of Subhadda, he called to Ven. Ānanda: “Ānanda, it is not fitting to stop
him. Do not prevent Subhadda from seeing me. Ānanda, let Subhadda have the
opportunity to see the Realised One. Whatever Subhadda shall ask of me, he will
ask for his information, and not for harassing me. When I answer what he asks,
he will readily understand my answer.” Then Ven. Ānanda said: “Go, friend
Subhadda, the Fortunate One has given you permission.”
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See the commentary to DN 16.