39b: Sakka’s Questions – 1430
not the time for me to go out into seclusion in the forest. I must wait till
morning,” he said to himself. He made ready to leave with his bowl and robes
which he kept handy. He taught the whole day and the first and middle watches
of the night. When, in the third watch of the night, one of the pupils was leaving,
he slipped out together with him, letting everyone think he was one of the pupils.
Other pupils awaiting the next class thought that the teacher was out to answer
the call of nature. The student monastic who went out together also took the
teacher for a co-student.
Ven. Mahāsīva was confident that the Arahat fruition should not take more than
a few days to attain, and he would come back from forest seclusion after
becoming an Arahat. So he did not bid farewell to his pupils when he left the
monastery on the thirteenth day of Visākha, and went to a cave known as
Gāmantapabbhāra, a cave which was in the vicinity of a village. By the full
moon day, he had not became an Arahat. “I thought I could attain the Arahat
fruition in a few days,” he thought, “but the Rains Retreat (
Vassa
) period has
arrived. I will spend the Rains Retreat (
Vassa
) here and will accomplish my task
by the end of the Rains Retreat (
Vassa
), by the Invitation day (
Pavāraṇā
).” So,
regarding three months as though it were three days, he went into ardent
practice. But at the end of the
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three months he was still unable to attain the
Arahat fruition. Mahāsīva reflected: “I had come here hoping to attain the
Arahat fruition in three days, but three months have passed without my
attaining it. My fellow monastics have joined the Saṅgha congregation of
Arahats now.” He felt miserable and tears streamed down his face.
Then he pondered: “Perhaps I have been indulgent: I have alternated the four
bodily postures: lying, sitting, standing and walking, in my meditation work. I
will now renounce the lying posture and will not wash my feet until I attain the
Arahat fruition.” So he put away his cot in a corner and resumed meditation.
Another Rains Retreat (
Vassa
) passed by, and no Awakening was at hand. Each
Rains Retreat (
Vassa
) ended not with Awakening but with tears, tears of noble
desire unfulfilled. In this way, 29 years marked by 29 assemblies of the Arahats
at the end of each Rains Retreat went by.
Young boys from the village noticed the ruptures that had developed on both of
the Mahāsīva’s feet and they tried their best to patch them up with thorns. Then
they joked among themselves: “Oh, how I envy those ruptured feet.”