34a: The 17th Rains Retreat (Beauty) – 1114
such signs of beauty and fairness of limbs, big and small!” Thus the visiting
monk replied, extolling Sirimā’s qualities.
Then one of the monks, after hearing the words in praise of Sirima’s qualities,
fell in love with her, even without actual seeing her. Thinking: “I should go and
see her,” he told the visiting monk his years of standing as a monastic and asked
about the order of monks who were presently due to be at Sirimā’s house.
“Friend,” replied the visiting monk, “if you go now you will be one of those at
Sirimā’s place tomorrow and receive the food for the eight (
aṭṭhaka-bhatta
)
monastics.” Hearing the reply, the monk set out at that very moment, taking his
bowl and robe. Though he could not reach Rājagaha that night, he made a great
effort to continue his journey, and he arrived in Rājagaha at dawn. When he
entered the lot-drawing booth and stood there, the lot came to him, and he
joined the group to receive the food for the eight monastics at Sirimā’s residence.
But Sirimā had been inflicted with a fatal disease since the previous day when
the former monk left after having the meal offered by her. Therefore she had to
take off her ornaments that she usually put on and lay down on her couch. As
her female servants saw the eight monks coming according to their lot, they
reported to Sirimā. But she was unable to give seats and treat them personally by
taking the bowls with her own hands as in the previous days. So she asked her
maids, while lying: “Take the bowls from the monks, women. Give them seats
and offer the rice-gruel first. Then offer cakes and, when meal time comes fill
the bowls with food and give them to the monks.”
“Yes, madam,” said the servants, and after ushering the monks into the house,
they gave them rice-gruel first. Then they offered cakes. At meal time, they
made the bowls full with cooked rice and other foods. When they told her of
what they had done, Sirimā said to them: “Women, carry me to see the
venerable ones, I would like to pay my respect to them.” When they carried her
to the monks, she did obeisance to the monks respectfully with her body
trembling as she could not remain steady.
The monk, who had became amorous with Sirimā without even seeing her
previously, now gazed upon her and thought: “This Sirimā looks still beautiful
despite her illness. How great her beauty would have been when she was in good
health and adorned with all ornaments.” Then there arose in his person wild
lustful passions as though they had accumulated for many millions of years. The
monk became unconscious of anything else and could not eat his meal. Taking