32a: The 13th Rains Retreat (Meghiya) – 1052
to meditate there.” For the second time also the Buddha rejected Meghiya’s
request, saying as before: “Wait, dear Meghiya! At the moment I am alone, wait
till someone else comes!”
For the third time Meghiya made the request. This time the Buddha did not bar
him but said: “Dear Meghiya, how can we Buddhas prevent somebody who is
asking for meditation? Dear Meghiya, do as you think fit.” Then Ven. Meghiya
rose from his seat, made obeisance to the Buddha and went to the Mango Grove.
Having entered the grove, he sat at the foot of a tree to spend the day.
The stone slab at the foot of the tree where Meghiya was then sitting was the
same one he had used as a seat, happily surrounded by various dancers, when he
was a ruler in his 500 successive existences in the past.
The moment he sat, it appeared as though his monkhood had slipped away. He
felt, as in a dream, that he had assumed kingship, being accompanied by dancers
and sitting under a white umbrella and on the throne worthy of noble
personages.
Then with his attachment to royal luxuries, there gradually arose in him
unwholesome thoughts of sensuality (
kāma-vitakka
) connected with sensual
objects (
vatthu-kāma
). At that moment, he saw as in a dream two thieves who
had been caught red-handed were brought and placed before him. Thoughts of
ill-will (
vyāpāda-vitakka
) gradually occurred to him as he had to pass a sentence
to execute one of the thieves. Thoughts of violence (
vihiṁsā-vitakka
) gradually
took place in him as he had to pass a sentence to imprison the other one.
In this way the three kinds of unwholesome thoughts: sensual thoughts, thoughts
of ill-will and violent thoughts, besieged Meghiya, giving him no chance to
escape, as a tree overwhelmingly entangled by creepers or as a honey-gathering
man is overpowered when stung by bees.
Then Ven. Meghiya reflected: “Oh, how strange it is! Oh, how unusual it is! We
are the ones who have renounced the world and joined the Saṅgha through faith
(
saddhā
), yet we are overcome by the three wicked, unwholesome thoughts of
sensuality, ill-will and violence!”
As Ven. Meghiya was seized by the three unwholesome thoughts from all sides,
he was not able to do what was proper to meditation: “Certainly, it was only
after foreseeing this that the farsighted Fortunate One had prohibited me,” he
thought, and thinking further: “I must report this to the master,” he rose from