31: The 12th Year (Rāhula) – 1041
restlessly wanders about all the attractive objects such as sights, sounds, etc. I
wonder with what thoughts he is occupied now while he passes away his time?”
While the Buddha was thus reflecting, he found out clearly his son’s thoughts
were accompanied by greed and craving towards the household life (
gehassita-
taṇhā-lobha
), he found out Rāhula’s thoughts as though he saw a moving fish in
clear water, and as though he saw his own image in the round mirror. This led
him to decide as follows: “While following behind me, my son, the novice
Rāhula, had developed craving for the household life on account of his own
body, thinking: “I am beautiful. My appearance is pure and clean. Landing not
at a right path and following a wrong path, he directs his mind to unworthy
sense objects. Like a travelling man who has lost his way, he is heading for a
place which is not worth visiting. If the arising defilement of greed were to stay
in him and be allowed to grow, this would not give him a chance to see clearly
his own welfare, as well as that of others, in their true perspective. This will lead
him to the four suffering states of purgatory, animals, Petas, and Asuras, and
also to conception in a mother’s cramped womb. Thus will he be thrown into the
wheel of Saṁsāra that knows no beginning (
anamatagga
). In fact, this greed
produces what is fruitless. It destroys the meritorious consciousness. Owing to it,
a terrible danger may occur in one’s mental continuum, which is not seen by
men. One who has craving does not see the cause and its effect clearly.
When a being is overwhelmed by greed, complete darkness reigns. A big
mechanized boat, fully loaded with treasures, is not to be neglected, even for a
moment, if water is seeping in through the breakage of the planks, and as the
breakage should be blocked up quickly, so the novice Rāhula should not be
negligently left aside. Before the defilement of greed destroys the treasures of
the virtuous, such as morality and the like, that have accrued to him, I shall
subdue those moral defilements of his.”
In such an event the Buddha used to look back by turning around his whole body
like a bull elephant which is called the elephant-look (
nāga-vilokana
). The
Buddha stood, after turning his whole body as though a golden statue was
turning mechanically, and he addressed Rāhula: “Rāhula, there is matter (
rūpa
)
of the past, matter of the future, and matter of the present; matter inside the
body and matter outside the body; rough matter
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and soft matter; bad
matter and good matter; far matter and near matter. All this matter of these